I had a very bizzare dream last night. I like how my night imagination is much more active than my day imagination.

In my dream, I have a friend played by the role of a Mike L dude I knew in highschool. Apparently, my mind decided Mike’s role was to be a drug abuser. By some bizarre treknobabble or magic or something, the act of mike doing some kind of drug in the future reset time to an earlier point. The only people aware of it were me, Annah, and himself, and Annah and I were not around him. So, now it is July 2009, but in all practical sense, only Annah and I realize it. I babble about how this is pretty cool, and I can fix some things, but I was sad about the Chenoweth baby, because of the butterfly effect just me being different means a different baby will be delt to the Chenoweths when Catherine becomes pregnant. Which made me sad :(

In retrospect, I really liked July. I was over breaking up with katy and managed to do reasonably well at not contacting her despite my heart’s emotional protest. It was warm out, I was working at Olson (which is the best place to work, ever, period), I was just a few weeks behind going to Las Vegas for DEFCON which was one of the most fun things I did that year, I was having a very great time hanging out semi platonically with Carrie, I had alot of friends and alot of things to do (we just went to chicago a few weeks before), it was overall a great time. I could feel it in July that this free ride of awesome was all scheduled to end in September (its all downhill from there, and now look where I am at) so I did the best I could of enjoying July to the fullest with tubing, parties, bonfires, fireworks, random treats to random friends, and the such. It was great. :)

First thing in my dream I notice is I still have my Prius. In my dream, it looks almost surrealy advanced looking (well, I suppose it did in real life too, I just got used to it). I realize all these things that are comming that I now know how to better prepare for, like the car getting repoed, what happens with my romantic persuits (and what is and isn’t worth investing time into), how to take advantage of the summer, the fact halloween is coming, the fact I should kick Josh out now rather than wait for him to somehow start paying rent (never happened), and some smart business moves to make. Annah realizes how the Josh fling would affect her life, and changes herself accordingly. I love the summer, get annoyed that winter is coming again, and at some point my sense of foresight will end when I catch up to the end of my first time living this time period. I wonder if this can be used to make someone live forever, continuously reliving the same parts of your life (ala groundhog day.)

Living through the shoes I have already walked in feels like watching a movie of my life (not to mention that it is all, in fact a dream). And I can’t tell people that I have already done this all, because they would think I am mad.

Anyway, there was likely more to the dream (like a plot, my dreams usually have a plot), but I’ve been awake long enough now that I don’t recall it.